25 posts tagged “tay”

Things on Tuesday/Wednesday:

Loathe:

unpacking

feeling completely busy when I'm on 'break'

nightmares that had me waking up nearly every hour last night

having to make decisions within a limited amount of time and being completely torn about them

PMS and it's horror

Coach purses (complete waste of $ and ugly as hell - I don't understand the trend)

Happies:

Tay is home!

Waking up and realizing the nightmares are just nightmares

Seeing my Mom  

Laughing until my face hurts

Feeling understood/uninhibited

Guacamole 

loathe:

• sleep deprivation
• hearing a loved one using triple negatives in a sentence! yo, grammar control please
• the realization that I'm quite possibly insane for getting back into this 'relationship' & the fact that it will probably not work out once again
• the fact that Tay's been out of town for two & a half weeks! I miss my girl.
• the flash of depression when I think I'm in the clear

love:

• four more work days & off until August
• getting out of town for the weekend (even though it is work related) * this may turn into one of my loathes on next weeks edition but trying to stay positive here
• the thunderstorms we've had lately
• belly laughs from a 3 year old

Whew...the week flew by and has been quite tiring after having a week off prior. Tay is officially out of school and will be flying over to grandma's soon and staying for 2 weeks. oh the fear in me. I don't like being without her. It feels unnatural. I know, I need to get over it.

Otherwise:

*was doing speech with a little girl in a room of a local coffee shop and suddenly I hear Weird Fishes playing (radiohead) and it was a moment of bliss. That was not one of my favorite songs off the album until I heard it live. Then, in those moments, it had me teary eyed. It's so moving...if you let it in.

*ex has re-emerged and I have no idea what's happening there. Relationships are...work.

*someone at work who was amazing at her job got the boot and no one knows why. This makes me feel less secure about my former supposed job security.

That's all I can muster up...must get ready for work.

likes

-feeling good - mentally/spiritually/physically

-(love->) the sound of Tay's laugh, it is music to my ears

-Mare Tiny in the mornings. She is so lovey and she lays with me and gently licks my entire face.

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-work meeting that lacked drama!

-all of the fledglings around lately

don't likes

-asshole drivers

- woke up at 11:30! I slept for 13 hours!!

- went biking with Tay & my sister

- while on the bike trail we found blackberry bushes and then picked berries until we were scratched up completely from the thorns. (my sister unfortunately took the bucket of berries with her and I got NONE. Bitch!) kidding.

- after biking went to get a sno-cone (sour apple)

- went to check out a new local coffee shop to see if it had opened yet...well, it had and T & I went in to check it out. It's a great cozy place...music, art, organic everything, kid friendly, laid back and just comfortable.

It's been a really good day.

We did end up going to see this movie and it was good. Because it's based on real events, though, it is difficult to give this movie a positive critique, because the events are horrific. I'm interested to research a little more about the story behind it.

Other randoms:

Had a warm apple-cinnamon filled soft pretzel with a scalding cup of coffee at the movies and it was dee-lish.

I spent this morning cleaning the place and sorting through things, piling the 'give aways' in a neat pile so that I can get them out of here tomorrow. Well, BG & Mare Tiny do not like us leaving the house in the evenings without them so they had to express their disapproval by making sure the contents of pile were scattered about with attitude. Naughty girls!

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          o        <--- now that's fucking impressive.               

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Back to post.

After the movies we decided to head over to  .  And now I am going to read my Half Priced Book.

How I got sucked into watching the entire True Hollywood Story of Liv & Steven Tyler on YOU TUBE (yeah, in 10 min clips until the end..which was about 5 or 6 parts) is insane. It all boils down to looking at what's playing at the local theater via their website. I was just trying to get ahead of the game and figure out which movie Tay & I will most likely be seeing tonight when I clicked on The Strangers, to read about it. Then one click led to another and before I know it, I'm watching you tube for an hour straight about Liv frikin Tyler.

Jeeze I need to get back to work on Monday. It's been nice being off but I am beginning to do things that are utterly senseless.

Loves

-having OFF both school & work for the week

-listening to Volta (Bjork's latest) finally!! <3

-spending some time each day in nature lately

-lounging in bed with coffee & laptop in the morning

-having my camera with me at all times

-dinner at my sister's

-brunch at IHOP (yay blueberry pancakes!)

-hearing Tay say "I love you Mommy" - it is the sweetest sound in the world

Loathes

-reacting before thinking things through

-not having recycling available (don't worry, I take all of it to a recycling center but until then, it is always a huge pile in my kitchen)

Tay (my daughter, for those who may not know) , is borderline obsessed with history, especially WWII. The girl may well have every dvd/book pertaining to WWII and the Holocaust that is out there. So, today is Holocaust Museum Day. Yeah, fun stuff. especially for people like me who already have a diagnosis OF MAJOR DEPRESSION. Not Tay though, she loves it. It's like her version of Charlie's Chocolate Factory. The fascination with it all is uncanny. Uncanny haha. I don't think I have ever used that word either written or spoken. Now I know why.

Anyway, pics of Memorial Day '08 coming soon...